Daily Night Routine
1:27 AM, I open my eyes and blankly stare at emptiness
No control for my thoughts
My mind can’t escape those vivid scenes
2:36 AM still awake, I turn to my side, replaying that night
Reliving unwanted experiences
Finally,
3:32 AM came to me and asked, what are you doing awake?
Are you seriously still thinking about that?
God you’re so embarrassing
Just get over it
It was just one time and nothing else
He said he loved you, remember?
You were both having a good time
Besides, you were the one who asked for it, remember?
…right?